I just finished recording 25minutes of footage for what was suppose to be a video project. Only I am not using it.
I have come to terms with the fact that no matter how great I am feeling, how sensual I might look in real life; and yes I do have my moments of being sensually hot, I end up looking like a ball of uncooked dough on film.
I do not seem to photograph well. At all. On film or in photos. I just look bad. I don't even want to know what I'll look like in HD.