Friday, February 18, 2011

6:44pm

Another review done.
Always a good thing. 

And now I'm left semi drained and wondering how long I can get away with tonight before having to start the next one on the pile?

Ever wonder why people do certain things?  Say certain things?   Like make promises they have no intention of keeping? 
Yeah, it's one of those days.  One thing I really hate is when someone says they'll talk to me "tomorrow" and I don't hear from them for weeks. 

Being polite is a good thing, but being honest is much better.

I guess I am just tired of always trusting the wrong people.  Not too get moody on you, as I think I've been doing alot better lately,  just ... I never seem to see the trouble when I am in it.  I only seem to see the trouble after the fact and my life is in shambles.

Would like to say I don't care. But we both know that is a total lie.  I care. Sometimes I think I care too much.  About what others think of me, and how I come across. 

There is actually a ton more I want to say about this, but I think it's better if I shut up now.

Spudgun... love you.