I have to stop talking about stuff I'm excited about. I don't know how often it happens to the rest of you all out there, but every god damned time I have something in the works and get hyper over the project, it falls through on me. Totally bottom out on me.
I mean on everything, from projects to relationships/friendships.
It's usually a situation where I'm working with someone or planning something with someone and they just bail on me. After I've been talking about it for days/weeks what have you.
I do not think I can go through another frealing disappointment career wise. Dude, I'm at my wits end.
Christ, I really do think I live in a version of the hellmouth.