Wednesday, June 22, 2011

June 22nd 2011

I woke up to the sound of pouring rain.  Feeling great.  No aches, no pains, no headaches etc.  Thinking, what a beautiful day for a vampire. Vampire anything actually, a vampire movie, a vampire book, a cartoon about a sparky little girl who dresses up to save the playground as a vampire.  {okay so I watched an episode of Mona The Vampire this morning }  And thought to myself,  this is a great day to get back to my novel. This is the day to get back to my novel.   And sat down at the computer to write.
That was at 8:00 am, it's now 9:19am.  I just sat here staring at the work page, wondering if my characters need a total overhaul?  Wondering if I should switch my bad guy with my good guy?  Wondering this wondering that and not feeling it.

So not the day to get back to my novel.  My poor novel that is eating me up inside because I have not written anything on it in close to a year. 
In fact, other then the few scraps of attempts online to do some short stories on the blogs, I haven't written anything in almost a year. 
I am fearing I'm tapped out.  I see myself typing on these many blogs I have, but none of it's any good. Honest, yes, good no.

Wanna hear something funny... I can picture in my mind the novel's cover. I can see every detail of what the cover will look like, but yet I can not imagine the novel itself.  How's that for crazy for you?